Ella - our Queen of Rock in Malaysia

salam..
today is one boring day..
just imagine, i have to travel to the campus just to draw some money!
pffttt <-- taken from my cousin, fay yeyo, hahaha
i have to suffer from starving from the morning till 3pm! @-@
crazy.. after had my late lunch, stomachache came strike X-X gosh..
always have been like this since like forever, haha (have to follow Susu Sejat's tips later, hmm..

this boring day, suddenly i heard a song that is nice to listen..
title Dunia Batinku by Ella and Tam Spider =)
it's an old song, so it brings back some memories..
the lyrics is nice too..

talk about Ella, her style is so simple..
t-shirt and jeans, sometimes with leather jacket and sunglasses =)
i love that simple yet stylish style >,< hahaha
that's all that i can talk about right now, coz i got something else to do XD

-yufi-

can but there must be a limit to that thing..

friends, it's ok to have thousands of friends from anywhere..

BUT

don't let unknown friends to view your personal details..
for example, YOUR PICTURES
the pics are downloadable
and that so-called-UNKNOWN-friends
may use your pics to do bad things other places..

so beware with your unknown friends..

-yufi-

random things about me (or more?)

1. i'm a specky (not in my house <--sometime wears specky for some reasons)
2. i laugh out loud <-- literally
3. i want my own things <--xnk pinjam yg org pny
4. i love my friends despite what they've done to me <-- for some reason
5. i really really really really ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ hanging out with my friends <-- especially besties!!!! love ya all my besties!!! ♥
6. i love simple things
7. i love organised things
8. i love good manners that appropriate with the situations
9. i love snakes <-- i'm a snake baby (tp takut ular jgk)
10. i'm a scorpion >o<
11. I'M A PLAYFUL PERSON <-- keep that in mind
12. I'M A SERIOUS PERSON TOO <-- for some reason, but most of the time, tgk nmbor 11 balik ;P
13. i love pasta (spaghetti, macaroni, lasagna)
14. I LOVE MY FAMILY
15. i'm a quiet person ....
16. i love listening to music, whether in sad mood (sad songs), happy mood (happy songs), just-wanna-sing mood (just-wanna-sing songs), just-wanna-headbanging mood (u can guess >.<)
17. i love watching people dance >.<
18. i love art (dance, act, theater, musical, paint, etc..)
19. i love playing games <-- for sometimes only
20. i love fast things <-- not junk food, not fast love, but more to adrenalin stuff, Cosmo's World and Genting!!!
21. really really wanna try something new.. <-- scuba diving, archery, etc..
22. i wanna be an excellent teacher and be proud of by everyone..
23. i love watching movies...
24. i love wake up early in the morning <-- kadang-kadang terlepas..
-.-''
25. err... you jgn marah ye, but i like army better than police *cepat2 gi sembunyi takut kene lepuk ngn aqil >.<''
26. i easily have crush on anybody <-- especially man, woman also can but its hard and on certain people only >o<''
27. i always got my feelings mix up.. -.-"
‎28. i love shirts

............

-yufi-

stuff done during 'got-nothing-to-do' time..

rules:
1. put your playlist on shuffle.
2. everytime you want to answer a question, click next to jump to the next song.
3. etc..
4. post this as your last song on your last question..

mine:

try again

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” … you say?
absolutely (by nine days, haha ok lor.. but what’s the ‘ok’ though? Huhu..)

2. How would you describe yourself?
no air (jordin spark, luv this song gal, but no air?? hihi dedicated this song to all who knows me, especially my family, friends and so on..)

3. What do you like in a girl/guy?
love today (mika, haha luv the beat, but please not love only 4 today, I want eternity love.. hu..)

4. How do you feel today?
if I never see ur face again (maroon5 ft rihanna, hua… missing someone…)

5.What is your life’s purpose?
in the end (LP, haha ehem, like the song, much a bit like my life, but I don’t want it to be negative tho)

6. What is your motto?
accidently in love (counting crows, haha from the shrek kot, huhu mine a bit accidently in love too..)

7. What do your friends think of you?
the mating game (bitter sweet, huh???)

8. What do you think of your parents?
demonheart (luca turilli, OH TIDAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

9. What do you think about very often?
killing me softly (Roberta flack, hua hua hua.. giler..)

10. What is 2 + 2?
show me the meaning of being in lonely (BSB, hadui..lain tny lain jwb, bengong suda diriku ni..)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
season in the sun (westlife, oh yeah, I miss u guys and gurls!!!!!!!!!!!)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
running away (hoobastank, ouh… please don’t…)

13. What is your life story?
sensual seduction (snoop dog, hahhaa…)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
beautiful liar (beyonce ft shakira, bengong tul playlist nih, hahahhahahahhahahaha LOL)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
trouble is a friend (lenka, hahahhaha betul2 bengong..)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
sweetest girl (by……. Forget d.. but like the song tho.. slow dance..)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
cry me a river (JT, huhu terharunyer…)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
sway (Michael buble, hahahahhahahaha… can be also… keep me fit what…)

19. What is your biggest fear?
unbreakable (westlife, WHAT??? Does this means that I want it to be breakable???!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!! hua!!!!!!)

20. What is your biggest secret?
sukiyaki(??????????)

21. What do you think of your friends?
don’t matter (akon, yeah, it doesn’t matter who is my friends as long as they are my friends… luv u all!!!)

22. What will you post this as?
try again (aaliyah ft timbaland, I just luv this song, my life theme song lor…)

get well soon daddy, we miss you.. T^T

Jumaat lepas, kereta api sepatutnya berlepas jam 11.21mlm.

jam 11mlm baru call teksi, 11.10 baru smpai, dlm hati berdoa minta kereta api delay, nk balik tgk ayah kat hospital..

smpai2 stesen, 11.17mlm, kat papan tanda tulis 'the train to butterworth is delayed by 13minutes' Alhamdulillah.. Allah mendengar permintaan hambanya ini..

dari 13minit ke 17 minit delay, tak apa asalkan tak terlepas train..
dalam train sgt sejuk, dh la demam, aduh.. teruk..

smpai buterworth jam 5pg, mak ambik kat stesen..
smpai umah sewa, terus masuk tido, penat dlm train.. tp mak ajak gi pasar pg sbb nk beli bahan nk masak, saudara sebelah KL akan dtg melawat ayah jugak..
adik2 yg tlg mak masak, saya sambung tido..

smpai tengahari, mak bawa gi jenguk ayah..
saya x tahan, terus nangis tgk ayah, ayah dh sedar, cuma x dgr apa yg dicakapnya, xda suara T^T.. saudara dr KL smpai..

lepas tamat waktu melawat, suma gi mkn kat umah sewa kami..
ptg tu gi melawat ayah lagi, kwn ayah dtg melawat jugak..

mak kata penyakit ayah suma dh ok, cuma buah pinggang bengkak dh paru2 kiri ada kahak, dktor bagi ubat suruh batuk nk keluarkan kahak.. ayah dh boleh bunyi sikit, tp mak je faham..

hari esoknya, ahad..
sambung nnti, nk tido, ada kelas nnti..

ayah, sembuh cepat ya, love ya dad..

-yufi-

the koreans in upsi ^_^

now i'm in the library.
there are two korean guys here.
they are the center of attention as their style is different from others,
(doesn't look like chinese)
esspecially the hairstyle ^_^
the korean hairstyle.

BUT

maybe i'm wrong about this.
i don't know.

-yufi-

hate.love.song.

i hate listen to love songs.

but i still listen to them T-T.

sudah merengkah saya?

HOT K-POP 2010 ~ special mashup pt. I ~ (30 songs in one)

oh how i love this song/mashup..
exactly my style..
enjoy peeps XD

=3

when i was watching a show call Trippin' at 8tv this morning, the people in the show made me thought about something.

girls like showing off things that they can do better than the guy she admires/likes/loves.
for example: sports, exams, etc.
they tend doing that kind of things to attracts the guy's attention (the guy she admires/likes/loves).

i know i do.

-yufi-

Anak mak yang sedang belajar dari kesilapan lalu

Courtesy of Halil Husairi via FB

Mak.....Terlalu bosan rasanya duduk membilang hari.....
Dah hampir sepuluh bulan mak pergi,
Rasanya baru semalam mak peluk kiter kan sejuk syahdu masih terasa lagi
nih....

Mak tau tak.....
itu lah pertama kali mak peluk anak mak yang nakal ni sejak kiter
dewasa.....
dan itu juga terakhir kali nya.
Emmmm...rupanya mak dah tau mak nak pergi jauh.....
nak tinggal kan anak2 mak..... nak tinggal kan dunia fana ni.....

mak macam dah sedia.....Seminggu sebelum tu.....
mak dah menganyam tikar mengkuang 3 helai.....Akak kata sampai ke pagi mak anyam tikar tuu.....
tanpa rasa mengantuk, tanpa rasa letih.....
kakak pun rasa hairan.....
mak tak penah buat gitu.....

pastu mak pasang radio kecil di sebelah mak.....
tapi mak seolah2 tak sedar bahawa rancangan radio tu siaran siam ......
kengkadang siaran indonesia ...
mak terus tekun menganyam...
Rupanya tikar yang telah mak siapkan tu di gunakan untuk mengiringi mak
ke kuburan...
Pastu mak sapu sampah sekeliling rumah bersih2....
pastu mak jemur karpet-karpet. ..
pastu mak ubahkan sofa ke tempat lain..
mak biarkan ruang tu kosong..
rupanya kat situ jenazah mak diletakkan..

paling menarik sekali mak bgtau kat maner sume duit dan barang kemas
mak..
ada kat dalam almari.....
ada kat dalam dalam beg.....ada dalam ASB.....
ada kat dalam Tabung Haji..
mak cakap tak berapa cukup lagi....
ada kat dalam gulung tikar.....

masa tu mak perasan takk..??
kiter gelak sakan bila mak bgtau duit dalam gulung tikar...
kiter kata mak ni memang pesenn lama laaa...
mak cuma gelak jer...
eeemmm..bahagiaa nya saat ituu..

Mak.....
Hari tu hari sabtu 18/08/1999 pukul 3 petang mak tiba2 sakit perut.....bila malam tu kiter sampai dari KL.....
mak dah dalam kesakitan.
Akak dan abang kat kampong semua dah pujuk.....
mak tetap takmau pi hospital.... .
dan cuma tinggal giliran kiter sahaja yang belum pujuk..
Mak kata mak takmau duduk dalam hospital.... .
tapi kiter berkeras juga pujukk..
nanti di hospital ada doktor...
ada ubat untuk mak..
kat rumah kami hanya mampu sapu minyak dan urut jer..

Mak tetap tak bersetuju... ..mak memang degil..
tak salah, anak mak yang ni pon mengikut perangai mak tu..
Tapi akhirnya bila melihat keadaan mak makin teruk.....
mak sakit perut sampai nak sentuh perut mak pon sakit kami adik beradik
sepakat hantar juga mak ke hospital.... ..

Mak.....
amponkan kami semua...
kami nak mak sehat...
kami sayang mak...
kami tak mau mak sakit...
kami terpaksa juga hantar mak ke hospital....
ampon kan kami yer mak....
Mak.....
Malam itu abang bawa mak ke hospital
dan itu lah pertama dan terakhir kali mak naik kereta kiter...
Masih terbayang betapa ceria dan gembiranya mak, kiter kata nak beli
kereta....
Mak asyik tanya ajer..
cukup ker duitt..
kiter jawab pula...
kalau tak cukup, mak kan banyak duit...
mak gelak ajerr.....

Lepas tu bila kereta kiter sampai....
mak buat kenduri kesyukuran.. .....Dan kiter masih ingat lagi...
bila kiter eksiden terlanggar Ah-Chong naik motor.....
Punya la kiter takut...
kiter warning kakak kiter jangan sesekali bgtau kat mak.....
Bila balik sahaja kampong....
kiter cepat-cepat simpan keta dalam garaj.....
Tapi mak perasan juga bumper depan kemek...
mak tanya kenapa...?
Selamba jerr kiter jawab terlangar pokok bunga.....

Mak....
tujuan kiter menipu tu supaya mak tak risau...
Maafkan kiter kerana sampai mak pergi mak tak tau hal sebenar...mak, kiter menipu mak kan ...
ampon kan kiter....
Mak......
Jam 4.30 pa gi 19/08 /2006
Bila tiba aja kat hospital....
nurse tengah balut mak dengan kain putih.....
mak mesti nampak kiter jatuh terduduk di lantai hospital...
Mesti mak nampak abang cium dahi mak.....
Mesti mak nampak akak baca doa untuk mak....
Mesti mak nampak adik terduduk kat kerusi kat sudut itu...
mesti mak nampak semua tu kann...kann. .kannn

Mak tau tak....
Pagi tu balik dari hospital jam 5.20 pagi kiter mamandu dalam keadaanseparuh sedar...
Adik kat sebelah diam melayan perasann...
Kenangan bersama mak berputar dalam kepala ini...
jalan di depan terasa makin kelam.....
airmata dah tak mampu di tahan.....
Masa tu seandainya apa-apa terjadi di jalan itu kiter rela...
Namun alhamdulillah akhirnya kiter sampai juga...
di sebab kan pagi masih awal, jadi jalan tu lenggang..
kosong. ...sekosong hati ini.....
Sepanjang perjalanan terasa kedinginan subuh itu lain benar suasananya..
.....
terasa syahdu dan sayu...dinginnnn. ....
Mak.....
Kiter masih ingat lagi...
Kiter baca AlQuran kat tepi mak temankan mak...
Jam 11.00 pagi mak di mandi kan .....
Anak2 mak yang pangku masa mak mandi.....
Mak mesti rasa betapa lembut nya kami mengosok seluruh tubuh mak......
Kiter gosok kaki mak perlahan lahan.....
Mak perasan tak...?

Makcik yang mandikan mak tu pujuk kiter.....
Dia kata..." dikk...jangan nangis...kalau sayang mak jangan buatgitu...jangan nangis ya.."
Bila makcik tu kata gitu...
lagi laaaa laju airmata ni..
tapi kiter kawal supaya tak menitik atas mak....

Mak.....
Sampai takat ini surat ni kiter tulis.....
kiter nangis ni.....
Ni kat dlm bilik...baru pukul 4.00 pagi....
Takder orang yang bangun lagi.....
kiter dengar nasyid tajuk "anak soleh" kiter sedih...kiter rindu kat mak..!
Takpa la....
nanti bila kita selesai sembanyang subuh, kiter baca yassin untuk mak...
mak tunggu ya..!
Mak..
Sebelum muka mak di tutup buat selamanya... .
Semua anak2 mak mengelilingi mak...
menatap wajah mak buat kali terakhir....
Semua orang kata mak seolah2 senyum aja...
Mak rasa tak....
masa tu kiter sentuh dahi mak....
kiter rasa sejukkkk sangat dahi makk.....Kiter tak mampu nak cium mak...
kiter tak daya.....
kiter tuliskan kalimah tauhid kat dahi mak dengan air mawar...
Airmata kiter tak boleh tahan....
Mak mesti ingat kan yang anak mak ni jadi imam solat jenazah untuk
mak...
tapi kite suruh tok imam bacakan doa sebab kite sebak....

Jam 12 tengahari mak diusung keluar dari rumah.....
Akak pula dah terkulai dlm pelukan makcik...
badan akak terasa panas...
makk...anak mak yang seorang tu demam....

Mak tauu...
cuma akak sorang saja anak mak yang tak mengiringi mak ke tanah
perkuburan..
Mak.....
Hari2 ku lalui tanpa kewujudan mak lagi...
Begitu terasa kehilangan mak...
boleh kata setiap malam selepas maghrib anak mak ini berendam airmata...
Dan sampai satu tahap....
masa tu malam jumaat selepas maghrib...
Selepas kiter baca yassin ngan kawan-kawan. .....
entah kenapa biler kat bilik kiter keluarkan gambar2 mak pastu apalagi...
semakin kiter tenung terasa semakin sayu...
tangisan tak dapat dibendung...

Mak tauu...
kiter cuba bertahan...
memujuk diri sendiri tapi tak juga reda...
Kiter rasa nak telefon mak...
nak cakap dengan mak....
anak mak yang ni dah tak betul kan ...?
Dan akhirnya dalam sedu sedan itu kiter telefon kampong...
Kiter cakap dengan kakak..kiter nangis lagi...
Puas la kakak memujuk kiter...Akak kata..." tak baik laa nangis aje..doa lah untuk mak.."
Dan akhirnya akak juga nangis.....

Mak tau tak..
di saat itu kerinduan terasa menusuk sehingga ke hulu hati...
rasa nyilu sangat...
menusuk-nusuk sehingga terasa begitu sakit dalam dada ni....
Sampai sekarang bila kerinduan itu menjelma...
hanya sedekah al-fatihah kiter berikan.....

Mak.....
cukup la sampai sini dulu....
kawan kiter dah ketuk pintu bilik tu....kejap lagi kami nak pergi solat subuh kat masjid...
selalunya, kiter yang bawak mak naik motor kan ....
kali ni kiter jalan kaki dengan kawan pulak...
esok kiter ingat nak tulis surat kat ayah pula....
Mula2 kiter tak tau nak hantar mana surat nih...
pastu kawan kiter bgtau....
simpan je buat kenangan..
Kiter cuma tau alamat ni aje...
Takper yer mak...k
iter kasi orang lain baca...
Kiter stop dulu...
sebab kawan kiter dah lama tunggu tu...akhir kata untuk mak,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
dan jutaan terima kasih kerana membesarkan kiter...
memberi seluruh kasih sayang dari kecil sampai masuk sekolah..
sampai masuk unibesiti..
sampai kiter boleh rase naik kapal terbang...
boleh rasa duduk kat negara orang... s
ampai akhir hayat ini jasa mak tak akan mampu kiter balas..

Sekian terima kasih,Yang Benar Anak mak yang dah tak degil

p.s: this was the note taken from a friend of a friend (just borrowing)

my mum is safe and sound at home now (Kedah), i just miss her a lot T-T

mum.. i wish u were here with me going through these messes I've made here..

miss u a lot mum,

Yufi (T-T)

Marriage.

There’s something that makes me wonder about it.

A man marries a woman because he loves her the way she is.

A woman marries a man hoping that she would change him after they get married.

What do you think? Is it true?

Hmm.. maybe..

What is true love?
How can we know that we’ve found our true love?

Hmm..

So girls out there don’t pretend to be who you aren’t.
Just be yourself.
InsyaAllah there will be someone who falls for you for who you are, and not for you aren’t.

Keep true to yourself hun.

Thinkin’ about it,
Yufi.

6. urge

who is she?
I always want to ask these to her,
"what's your name?"
"are you a Malay?"
"'cause you look like a Malay to me."
"what course are you taking here?"
and maybe, just maybe, I'll ask,
"can I be your friend?"
"'cause you look nice and approachable"

hahaha

she's sitting right in front of me at the time this post were written
(we're in the bus heading to the campus)
emm... I guess she is Sarawakian (she speaks Sarawakian slang with her friend in front of me)

hmm...

hahaha

I don't know what to do

let it be, like make it eventually know each other or talk to her about this?

I.Don't.Know.

holdin' myself,
yufi

5. leave.

THEY KEEP BUGGING ME!
HATE THOSE THINGS!
LEAVE ME ALONE!

................

4. why?

why some people who does not like other people's interest must say it out loud?
let's say,
people that hate others' interest: A
people that interested in that thing: B
why must A say that they do not like B's interest out loud?
and why they say that what B's interest is something terrible?
why?
are they any better that that thing?
prove it.

a bit heartache,
yufi

3. stay, please.

I'm not sleeping yet at this time..
enjoying the song..
'stay' by Estrella..
enjoy peeps..

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

p/s: really like the music..<3

2. for men out there

we know that women/girls have sensitive heart.
so don't play around with them.
when a woman or a girl is in a relationship,they take everything seriously.
even in short-message-service (SMS).
think for a while, will ya?

love,
Yufi.

1. click! click!

Everywhere i went, all people seems to have new hobby, clicking here and there.
Is it a trend now?
Everybody seems to have their own camera.
Majority use Nikon.
I want that too..